Current mood:	bored
Current music:	Pretty Girls Make Graves- Sad Girls

Addict. Alone.(In Bad Company)
SO. This is my life.

Wake up.
Lay in bed forever trying to fall asleep, unsucessfully. Read. Write in my Journal. Make any necessary phone calls for the day. Go online. FUCK OFF FOREVER BECAUSE THERE'S NEVER ANYTHING TO DO(This involves going into town and occaisionally running into someone to be bored with, or sitting at home making phone calls). Watch Simpsons. FUCK OFF(again)Go Online. Go to an NA meeting.Fuck OFF( yet again). Read. Write.GO Online. Watch Family Guy/ Futurama. Read. Go to sleep.

Soon I'll have 5 days a week of out Outpatient Substance Abuse counseling. From 9am to 2pm. FUN. NOT! Although it will keep me busy. As soon as I get into the swing of that I'll start looking for a job.


But BASICALLY,I need more people to hang out with. As you can see my life is pretty fukcing lame. I'd do something about it if I could.But its winter.What the fuck do people do in the winter besides get fucked up?

I picked the wrong time of year to try and be sober!

About the only thing that would make it more interesting would be if I had more people to be bored with. That would make it less painfully boring and lonley. I hardly ever get in touch with anyone.

When you quit something like smack, which totally consumes your life in everyway, its really hard to figure out what the fuck to do anymore.

Anyway,I'll stop bitching and I close with this:

MAAAAN, these bitches is awfully nasty.
and these bitches keep walkin past me.
Either way I'm a pimp for today, put your booty in the way and SHAKE THAT SHiIT!!! ;-)