A Love Thing
I recieved this comment on a recent entry.
It's not okay to steal money from people....
It's not okay to push dope onto 14 year olds....
It's just not okay
Yes I was a fucking junky. Junky Renee is not the real me.
No one who has never been a heroin addict could ever understand. I never pushed dope on anyone. People came to me. When you're sick..dope sick...YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO FEEL NORMAL. Not even high. NORMAL. And you don't care about anything else except not feeling like shit.
ANd me and Steve are 2 separate entities. He does his thing I do mine. BUT I am madly in love with him.
He's my world. I stick by his side. Not necessarily on his side, cause he fucks up some times. But by his side.
Anyway, the past is gone. and I can't do anything to change that. I'm a new person now. I'm not a piece of shit junky anymore.
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cynicatbest) wrote,
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